April 24th, 2017

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OK, this is going to be much whinging and drama and *hand*staple*forehead*, so feel free to skip if you like.

So my ex, with whom I have a...complex (and that's being kind, actually), relationship, decided to buy a condo literally right across the street from my house. I thought that was insanely creepy and stalkerish, and way too close for comfort, and told him so. His reasoning was that he wanted to be close to my...our..son. And I get it. But damn, right across the street?

This morning dawned, the first sunny day we've had in a few, and I'm in my bedroom. I open the curtains, look out at the lovely spring morning.... and BAM! Right there, under my fucking nose is the ex and his skanky fat ho (no, I would never say that normally, but in this case I think I'm entitled) leaving his place together.

This is the same guy, incidentally, what was all gooshy and lovey-dovey like just a few weeks ago.

I don't want hm back. I really, truly don't. I don't love him anymore. Sometimes I don't even like him! But this still unleashed an absolute shit-storm of emotions that had me literally shaking. This is exactly why I did not want him moving in across the damn street! I shouldn't have to be afraid to look out my window! At least he could have parked on the opposite side of the building, ferfux sake!

I texted him and said not to come to the house tonight and not to talk to me for a bit. And what did he do? The son-of-a-bitch threatened a custody battle. I ask him to stay away for a damn day or two and he pulls that. You know what? Sometimes I fucking hate that bastard.
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Again, more drama, I just wanted to keep a copy of this...for some reason. Less angsty posts soon, I promise. (I'm really not usually a drama-lama; my ex is just pulling out all the stops recently. :/ )

angsty angry note; feel free to scroll past )
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A sort of song quiz. (Warning: my musical tastes have been described as 'schizophrenic,' and all answers subject to change on a daily basis...)

1. A song you like with a color in the title
Tangled up in Blue (Dylan)

2. A song you like with a number in the title
I am the One (Inon Zur)

The rest here )

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Things I need to remember:
• Asking for help is not, as it turns out, fatal.
• Laughing is easier than pulling your hair out, and doesn't have the unfortunate side effect of making you look like a plague victim.
• Even the biggest tasks can be defeated if taken a bit at a time.
• I can write a paper the night before it's due, but the results are not all they could be.
• Be thorough, but focused.
• Trust yourself.
• Honesty, always.

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